We’re two weeks out to the first day of school, and my return to work. The first work emails are starting to come in. I was asked if I can help set up a printer. I would say I still want to enjoy these next couple weeks peacefully, but its hard to say whether or not I enjoy the summer at all.
The Home
That Which Wills Thee [Chapter 7]
Despite her city upbringing, Jane O’Malley began to learn and adapt to nature and the facts of living among it and the lack of all things that would have been given in the city. She dealt with the dirt and the mud which covered her shoes and clothes. She dealt with the insects that buzzed everywhere, especially after the rains. She dealt with the lack of modern facilities used to cook upon, and also those used for cleaning herself and her children. At least for the last part, the Mills had and allowed them use of their spring and their basins of its water.
It was a little over a month of time before the land the O’Malleys had chosen was cleared of brush, and the walls and roof of their would-be home came together. The floor inside was still dirt, the windows only covered by cloth, and they had hardly a piece of furniture to sit or sleep upon, but it was finally their own.
With his wife’s sense of comfort growing, and the shelter complete, William determined that a short departure was possible. It was a two-day journey in the cart, to the little village to the west, where he could purchase for all of them some simple pieces of furniture and more supplies with which to cook and make home.
The four days and a little more seemed only a short time, but Jane couldn’t help but feel uneasy most of the waking hours. The sounds outside seemed louder than ever before. Despite never seeing more than some squirrels and a skunk or two in the neighboring woods since their arrival, the stories from the Mills hung in her mind. While the old couple told her that a visit would be no issue during the time of her husband’s departure, she decided that she would not let her irrational fears overcome her. Furthermore, in those long days of waiting, little James’ active mind and body kept her busy, not to mention the needs of the restless Marie.
William returned on the day he was expected. With the comfort of his presence, he also brought some small bits of furniture, a couple of thick blankets and rugs, some tools to replace the ones worn out, and seeds to plant for the late summer months. Soon enough, with the fresh supplies, they had a bed upon which to sleep, a place to keep their clothes, and a safer and more comfortable space for their children to play in.
It was that fall, while William was chopping wood for their fires, that little Marie took her first steps. James, who had always had varying amounts of interest in his little sister, found his father to relay the news. “Marie is walkin!”
William managed to take in a few of the clumsy steps before the little girl settled back down to all fours. Jane smiled just as she had when James had undertaken the same challenge, and William couldn’t help but take the moment to sit and relax with his family.
“It bet it wasn’t that hard for me!” James chimed in, watching Marie struggle to balance on her little feet once again.
“Well,” Jane smirked. “You fell a good few times. But that sort of thing can’t be helped before you get it down perfect,” she concluded, rubbing her hands on the bristly rug made of rough woven fibers.
“It may be for the better if we had a slightly more fine rug for this sort of thing.”
William shrugged. “That’s all they had, but next time I’m away…”
James rolled on his back on the surface, ruffling up his shirt. “We usedta’ have a nice one… a red one. Where did that go, papa?”
“It got left back in Manchester. It was too much to bring with.”
James rolled his eyes in thought and sat up, splaying his hands out across the rough surface. “We ever goin’ back there?”
Jane looked at her husband, having never thought of the answer to such a question. “Likely, yes. My dad… grandpa Flint still lives there, your uncles too.”
“I wanna see grandpa Flint again… the tall smokestacks too.”
William sighed. “We’ll visit back there someday, that’s a sure thing. Maybe after your sister is a little bit older, though.”
James pushed himself up and marched on all fours to his mother’s lap, where Marie was reposed, looking up at the ceiling. “Get big and strong, okay? It’s lonely playin’ all by myself.”
Autumn came to rest upon the countryside. Despite the late start, the virgin land, and Jane O’Malley’s untrained hands, the crops came in just fine. The majority of the earth’s bounty were tubers and root vegetables; things able to keep over the winter months.
After finishing construction on the home, William went to work with Lewis to hone his hunting and trapping, both for meat and for the animal’s furs that would be a necessity for keeping the family warm during the coming cold months. The Mills’ experience and knowledge of the land proved invaluable during those times, and William’s youthful strength and energy made sure that both families would benefit.
Between both families, they attempted to share the best they could and keep watch out for each other. Preceding the cold months of winter, William departed again for the village to the west for their remaining needs to last them; matches, candles, fresh and warmer sets of clothes for everyone, and supplies for preserving the meats brought in from the various hunts. For young James, who was coming of schooling age, even received his first book that could be read to him by his father.
The Sights and Sounds
That Which Wills Thee [Chapter 6]
In their area of choosing, the O’Malley’s ran across the planted fields and simple home of their neighbors, an aged couple whose family had tended the land since the generation of their grandparents. With no children of their own, the couple, Lewis and Bryna Mills, had long since imagined the land returning to nature after age took the better of them. When the O’Malley’s arrived to greet them, however, they were more than happy and certainly open to sharing the land.
With a generous distance apart from the Mills’ home for the sake of privacy, the O’Malley’s settled down and splayed out their belongings. It would be several months, William figured, before a proper dwelling could be constructed. Nevertheless, he got to work without delay. The days were spent felling the trees for lumber and clearing and flattening the land for what would become their dwelling and homestead. Jane aided the Mills’ in their garden, learning the ways of planting and preening while they watched over the children. The nights under the covering of the cart reminded them of how distant and isolated they were, but that their life was likely on the turn for the better.
Little Marie began to react well to the new surroundings and fresh air and seemed to be growing the day, her appetite better than ever before. She even began to sleep perfectly well with no coughing and without tricks to aid in her drifting off. James, her elder brother, however, was not at ease in the vast darkness and loneliness.
“Mama,” he spoke up one night, packed in with his parents and sister under the canvas. “I can’t sleep with the sounds of grating and chirping.”
“Those are the crickets, love,” Jane explained, “They sleep when we are awake, and wake when we sleep.”
“What for? And when they can’t see in the dark?”
“They call them ‘nocturnal,’ and I’m sure they have ways of sensing their surroundings,” she explained, “Surely it is preferable to the sound of the mice in the walls of the high rise?”
“The mice musa’ been looking for food, though,” James said back, unsure, “what sort of thing do these things get from making a buncha’ racket all night long?”
“Hmm,” Jane hummed, wondering the same thing, but deciding not to say so aloud.
“They’re talkin’ to each other,” William spoke up, rolling over under the coverings to face his son. “Like the people on the street on market day.”
A nod of agreement came from Jane, who stroked James’ chest to comfort him. “Yes, so let’s try not to be rude and eavesdrop on them.”
“It sounds like…” James pondered aloud, rolling on his stomach to better look out into the darkness, “they’re screaming, afraid of the dark.”
“Let’s show the little bugs, then, that there is nothing to be afraid of,” Jane spoke softly.
With those words on his mind, James rolled back to his side and eventually drifted off without another word. That would not be the end of his worries, however.
The summer months in that part of the country often brought heavy rains. One night after a day of rolling, dark clouds the downpour came. The taut canvas covering the wagon was thoroughly waxed, protecting the family from the weather, but the pounding of the heavy drops on the covering and the leaves of the trees outside was alien and disturbing to the boy. He awoke to the repetitive din.
The overcast sky that remained from the day erased all of the normal shine of the stars from the sky, draining the land of any of the remaining light. Even after blinking furiously to allow his eyes to focus on the darkness, not even his hand would appear before him. The drip-dropping and pitter-pattering grew louder as he pushed aside the flaps of the canvas covering in their cramped sleeping establishment. Just as young James considered pulling back inside and returning to the warmth of his father’s and mother’s sides, a sole light caught his eye.
The orb was of a fuzzy glow, floating above the ground, seeming to dart behind the trunks of the trees, disappearing for fractions of seconds. James yelped and pulled back inside, his hands fumbling about for his father’s chest.
“Something is out there, papa-“
In the boy’s distress, little Marie awoke. William, suspecting the attack of a wild animal, jolted up and pushed aside the canvas and looked out. There was no light, and no sound apart from that of the precipitation. “What is it, boy?”
“A light.”
“Nobody would be out in this weather.”
“Not a person.”
“You must have been dreaming,” William said with a sigh. In the dark, Jane stirred, listening to the exchange while rocking Marie back to sleep on her chest.
The next day, when the weather remained with no signs that it would cease, the family headed to the old couple’s home. They were allowed inside to escape the damp and to be allowed space to spread out.
“James says he saw a light last night,” William joked with Lewis. “You weren’t perhaps out in the dark and rain?”
Lewis took the words with a stern face. “No, sir. Perhaps what he saw was a wisp.”
By this time, the boy had taken to the conversation among the adults. “A wisp?”
“Perhaps we shouldn’t with the talk of frightening things,” William sighed, “The boy already has enough trouble sleeping.”
Lewis crossed his arms and drummed his fingers. He glanced at the boy’s still engaged look. “A floatin’ light, perhaps, did ya’ see?”
“That’s it!”
“A will-o-the-wisp, they call it.”
“Yeah,” Jane prodded, “the family maid used ta’ tell us stories about boggarts and witches and wisps and fairies, Lewis. Folk tales. Boy, there is nothing but crickets and toads and owls that dare come out around these parts in the depth of the night. Nothing a bit dangerous. You’ve told me that, right, William?”
Lewis sighed and continued, a serious tone to his voice. “She do be right, the wisp is not a dangerous thing, at least if you dun’ follow it.”
“Don’t follow it?”
“Aye.”
“Where’s it go?”
Lewis leaned back and held a hand to his wrinkled chin. “Well, they say the wisps are the spirits of people who lost the path, never returned home. Some say they lead others to the same fate, lead them off the path to the bogs and then disappear, leaving them stranded.”
“That’s quite enough.” Jane finally caved, standing with Marie in her arms. “The boy has an active enough imagination. Everyone knows that the good Lord would never let a soul suffer here on Earth. Send em’ up high or down low if they did somethin’ deservin’. Speaking of which, do ya’ have the Bible about? We’ll read a few verses, calm your mind.”
“Ah, yes, it’s about here somewhere.”
The Sounds of Summer Writing
It’s CampNaNoWriMo still. It just hit noon and it’s just creeping up past 100F. The fans are on, and the earbuds are in. Time to just… type.
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The Move
That Which Wills Thee [Chapter 5]
After their return from the country, after allowing young Marie and the growing James to experience nature and the pure, fresh air, Jane finally went to her father. She appeared before him alone, bringing with her the sentiments of her husband and the condition of her daughter.
“Father, our Marie is not in fine health,” she began, pulling the influential man’s attention away from his work.
“My dear–” he began, focusing his concern and directing his sympathy, “I cannot help but pray she returns to proper form.”
“As it stands, that isn’t likely.” Jane shook her head.
“And you have talked to Doctor Gregory? He is the best money can buy.”
“It is his diagnosis. Her condition is terminal.”
“What sort of plague or sickness is it? And James?”
“None of those things, and it is only the girl. Father—“ Jane prepared herself, “he said— the doctor— that her health may improve if we bring her away from the conditions that worsen her own.”
Mr. Flint leaned back in his chair and prepared himself to be open. “Tell me, and I shall make it so.”
“The thick air of the city; the smoke, the dust, the fumes. All those invade the lungs, and turn her breathing ragged.”
Flint’s optimism fled and he stood to head to the nearest window of his office, sealed in fine clear glass. “All the people of this city breath this same air.”
“It is hardly air. Outside the city, that is where one can truly breathe. That is the sort of nourishment that I… that we believe would be the necessary nourishment for your granddaughter.”
“That William is attempting to manipulate your mind and take you away from here, from where you belong.”
Jane frowned and waited for her father’s gaze to find her again. “Marie’s condition, her painful coughing and hacking and spitting are no manipulations.”
Flint huffed and sat upon his desk and ran his hands up and down his daughter’s arms. “What do you know of the world outside the city, love? How would you manage?”
“William is of that life, he knows how to make a living off the land.”
“That sort of life is not for the modern person, digging and mucking about with one’s bare hands. Even William and his father, as you told me, were bought out by the plantation owners. Their land is now being worked over by the machines of industry.”
“Then we shall go farther away from the city.”
“And leave decency behind. Marie may gain some vitality, but your James is almost at the age to begin his learning, to be able to take on the world and the challenges of rising to greatness.”
Jane pulled away and stomped about the room. “I can provide an education for him, for the both of them. It was your doing, father, to make sure that I keep up with my brothers in their educations.”
“I only wished for you to remain by my side,” he said hopefully.
“To what end?”
“To what—“
“Now that I wish to coddle my own daughter, to protect her, and see her grow up strong and be able to succeed, you want to deny her— the both of us that.”
Flint sat in the visitor’s chair of his office and placed his head in his hands. “I see. I do not wish to see you go, but… if you believe that you can make a better life for your daughter… then I will support your decision.”
Jane sat with her father, rubbing at his back. “It will not be forever. We are likely to visit, Marie’s health depending. You shall be able to watch them grow, I promise that.”
“You are just like your mother…” Flint mumbled, looking up and into his daughter’s eyes. “We will have to find someone with skills as adequate as yours to take over your position… William’s too.”
William had already decided on a destination upon his map of the country. It was to the north, beyond the plantation farms, by the coast, perfectly between the thick forest and the lowlands and the swampy areas. Some folk lived in the area, still unaffected by the reach of the industrial world, living the lives that the O’Malley family were in search of.
Gerald Flint wished to send them off with multiple carts full of furniture and building timbers and seeds and clothes, but William talked him down to a singular cart with only the necessities. They had with them their simple tools, a few cases of clothes, food for a handful of weeks, a rooster and chicken to continue their supplies from there, and finally the determination to continue on.